Sitting on the floor today in the small speech room that has become our home on Wednesdays for the thirty minutes we work at the clinic, I was overcome with emotion. When you parent a babe with special needs from hard places with spectrum tendencies, you regularly face challenges, expect to have to work to connect to them, and fight for their heart. You, as a parent, get it, and come to cherish the moments that you get when your babe is fully engaged and enjoying their time with you. There are really no words to describe what it is like to have your daughter looking in your eyes and being present in the moment with you. Today was one of those days, and our dear therapist said it.... "What a JOY to have you here with me today." And...it got me thinking that most people live their entire lives and they don't get it.
They don't get the JOY in the pursuit of these precious, special needs little ones. They don't see the value, the wonder, or the purpose in the lives of these dear, atypical children. We have been so blessed to find so many like minded, wonderful professionals, who like us, get it. They pursue our babes, enjoy being with them, cherish them, and love them every moment, but today was the moment you live for. My dear girl played with her sweet therapist for thirty minutes today, and her therapist ate her up. There are those who would say that we should genetically test all fetus, and end the lives of those whose genes are not perfect. There are those who would shutter to think about being given a daughter with the challenges that most of mine have, but then there are those precious, amazing people who know just how fearfully and wonderfully made my babes are and who are willing to do anything to make them smile.
Today, we saw the smiles, and, while tomorrow she may once again be more interested in her hands than the bubbles and play, we will cherish these things in our heart. Today, we saw the haze lifted from her eyes, and we just loved it!
No comments:
Post a Comment