I almost let fear creep in just now. I have been looking at the precious face of a special focus orphan on our agency's waiting child profiles for weeks now. She's beautiful, and she could be our daughter, but she has a special focus designation which can translate into a pretty significant special need. (Jillian was a special focus kiddo.) Because of that, I have been fighting with myself everyday for the last weeks as I have stared into her little face. I have been thinking there is no way that I could bring home another treasure whose special need is so involved. I don't have the wisdom, the know how, or the strength to do it. I am crazy to think that with all that Jillian needs I could ever mother another treasure whose needs seem so daunting.
He who calls you is faithful; He will surely do it. 1 Thessalonians 5:24 (in spite of me and my doubts)
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