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Sunday, December 23, 2012
Another One Hits..
Our baby girl just had another BIG meltdown. Going to sleep after last week's trauma has been so very hard on her. And when she wakes up alone..she gets down off her bed and bangs her head on the floor until we come in to her. So, this momma is back to sleeping next to her all night and calling to wake up daddy if I need to leave her to go to the restroom in the night. She is hurting about something and it is almost impossible to say what. She must be remembering something pretty horrible and well it just about breaks this momma's heart. I wish desperately that I could help her heal and I didn't feel so helpless. She is finally asleep now and I can only hope that she wakes up feeling better. I was looking back in her journal and this time last year (Dec-March) was pretty hard on her too. Maybe the cold weather triggers something..maybe it is from not being able to get outside..I keep trying to find the answer, but to no avail. It is clear we need to take things very slow and be very attentive to her. Challenging, but worth it!! I sure would appreciate your prayers as the spirits of this momma tend to dip a bit after two long meltdowns in eight days time.
I am a Christ follower, wife of 20 years to my best friend, and a stay at home momma to five amazing daughters. I am currently waiting for one precious special needs treasure to come home from China. I am passionate about the orphan and special needs adoption. I love to teach God's word, am involved in youth ministry alongside my dh, and love,love, love cooking. Above all, I desire to serve God and surrender my life to His call.